Life in Chastity

Exercise Report 1/8/11

2011-01-08T15:14:00.000-08:00

2 mile run - 16:40 (63%) Yay!! Definitely making a lot of improvement here.
50 push-ups - check
50 sit-ups - check

Exercise Report 1/7/11

2011-01-07T14:24:00.000-08:00

2 mile run - 17:22 (getting better)
50 push-ups - check
50 sit-ups - check

By the way, I greatly appreciate all of the encouragement I've been getting from folks regarding both my time in chastity and my fitness goals!

Locked and Plugged

2011-01-07T04:12:00.000-08:00

My whole life I've considered myself a top, but my sir wants me to train to be a bottom. Last night was the first time I've ever slept with a butt plug. Wow! I've never experienced anything quite like it. By this morning, I was so horny I thought I might scream. I'm not really sure what to make of it all. I assumed this conversion process would be a long, slow process. I guess it might not take that long after all. I could barely stop myself from fantasizing and dreaming throughout the night that the the plug was actually my sir's dick. 7 1/2 days to go until my next unlocking. Wish me luck!

10 Day Challenge

2011-01-06T18:03:00.000-08:00

Hello all! My Key Holder has informed me that I will be locked 10 days this time. As of the time of this post, I've completed 2 days. I've been handling it surprisingly well. I'm getting much more used to the feel of the cage. Also, my anal trainer set arrived today. It consists of 3 butt plugs of various sizes. Tonight I'm going to play around with them and tomorrow my sir will give me specific instructions for them.

In other news, I was also informed of my workout regimen tonight: 50 push-ups a day, 50 sit-ups a day, and a 2 mile run 4 times a week. Should be pretty easy for me to achieve, but I've been told there will be consequences if I miss a day. I'll keep you updated.

My New Lock

2011-01-04T18:30:00.000-08:00

Here are a few pics of me with my new lock :)

Day 6 - Continued

2011-01-04T17:01:00.000-08:00

Well I've got bunches of great news to report tonight!

Firstly, my new lock arrived in the mail today!! I couldn't open it until my Key Holder contacted me tonight, but I was soo excited. This means I finally got to cum tonight! OMG, it was amazing. It was honestly one of the best orgasms of my life. These past few days have been very frustrating and emotional for me, but I'm so happy to have such a great sir; and I'm so lucky to have him invest the time and effort into helping me become a better sub.

Secondly, I went to the gym this afternoon while I was waiting for my sir to contact me. I did a bunch of bench press stuff and then ran a timed 2 mile run--18:00 flat this time. That's a big improvement over my showing the other day. I'll keep trying to improve!

Day 6

2011-01-04T04:31:00.000-08:00

I think yesterday was a very important day in my chastity life. It was the first day that I genuinely wanted to be unlocked and allowed to jack off--the first day that my body and mind were in agreement about this. Despite my pleadings, my Key Holder said no. At first, I was incredibly frustrated, but by late last night I came to terms with the fact that this is the whole point. If my Key Holder lets me out when I want out then I'm really the one in charge. The purpose of chastity is to give up control of my orgasm to someone else. So I'm going to try hard to get accustomed to the constant feeling of horniness that it seems like I'll be feeling for the foreseeable future, and if I get to cum, I'll consider it a gift.

I'm also getting much more used to the feeling of wearing a chastity device 24/7. There's very rarely any discomfort at this point. In fact, it feels a bit like my Key Holder is gripping my by my balls throughout the day. It's a constant reminder of who's in charge.

Day 5 - continued

2011-01-03T13:04:00.000-08:00

All I could think about today at work was getting home to check the mail. I was hoping desperately that my new lock would be there so I'd be allowed to beat off today before installing my new lock. But, the post office SUCKS! If it's not here tomorrow, I think I might go insane.

In other news, I had to continue with my fitness assessment when I got home. Today's task was 2 minutes worth of sit ups. I managed 41--and was struggling by the end.

To recap my fitness assessments:

Pushups (2 min.) = 46 (67%)

2 mile run = 18:28 (44%)

Sit ups (2 min.) = 41 (56%)

Sometime soon I should be receiving my exercise plan. Hopefully, it helps me improve my fitness scores.

Day 5

2011-01-03T04:20:00.000-08:00

I didn't have too bad of a time sleeping last night. Although I did wake up at 6 am with a crazy intense boner, it was pure frustration and not physically uncomfortable. Now the exciting part begins. Those that have been following my situation know that I currently have to stay locked up until my Key Holder's new lock arrives in the mail. Today might be the day. I'm crossing my fingers that after work today my new lock is waiting for me in my mailbox. If it is, that means I get to unlock my current lock and jerk off before putting the new lock on me. I sure hope that the postal system is reliable today!

Day 4 - continued

2011-01-02T15:21:00.000-08:00

Just want to update everyone on my 2 mile time -- 18.28. Not my best, but I'm sure it'll get better after I get back in the swing of things.

Day 4

2011-01-02T05:47:00.000-08:00

I managed to have an entire night of uninterrupted sleep last night! This is a huge relief. I've frequently heard that guys will get used to wearing a chastity device in time, but I wasn't entirely sure that would happen to me; but I'm actually growing to like the feeling. I imagine it's sort of akin to someone who always wears a watch--after enough time they'll sort of feel naked if they don't wear one. This isn't to say that I'm not experiencing a huge amount of frustration: I'm at about a 9 out of 10 on the horniness scale; but on some level I'm actually kind of sad that I might get to cum tomorrow. It comes back to the same dichotomy I was writing about yesterday--what my body wants isn't necessarily what my mind wants.

In other news, my Key Holder started me on some fitness testing yesterday to see what kind of exercise regimen I should be on. I had to do as many pushups as I could in 2 minutes. 46. Not too bad I guess, but I want to improve. Today I've been asked to time how long it takes me to do a 2 mile run. I'll probably update you on my result later this afternoon.

I think the aspect of chastity that has most surprised me so far is the effects it's had on my emotions. I find myself wanting to be more and more submissive. I end up thinking about my Key Holder virtually all day--wishing he were in town with me. I'm crossing my fingers that I get to see him sometime this week....

Happy New Year!

2011-01-01T05:46:00.000-08:00

After the adjustments to the spacers I made yesterday morning, I was able to spend all of New Year's Eve comfortably in my chastity device. I even left the key at home while I went out to dinner and a movie with friends. There were no major issues to report--just a few awkward moments I when I needed to readjust my junk.

The real test came last night. Sleeping with a CB is definitely the most difficult aspect of chastity life for me. I slept well until about 4 am, when I woke up with a throbbing boner--well, as much of one as I can get in this. There was no pain or discomfort this time, but it took a good 30-40 minutes before my horniness levels were down to a level that enabled me to get more sleep.

It's a strange conundrum: one of the things I love so much about being locked up is the frustration it causes me. My body really wants to experience the pleasures of having an orgasm, but my mind is much more concerned with wanting to do what would make my Key Holder happy; and even though I'm not officially locked up by him yet, I know he'd much prefer me to be preparing myself for being locked than constantly indulging myself in my last few days of freedom.

The good news is that my Key Holder's lock is in the mail and on its way to me! I'm expecting it around Monday or so. By that time it will have been 5 days since my last orgasm, and I'm told I might get to jerk off that evening before putting on my new, official lock. I'm nervous, but I'm also really excited. What a great way to begin 2011!

Just starting out

2010-12-31T07:11:00.000-08:00

I'm excited to create my first post!

I guess I should start with a little background. I've recently met a wonderful Key Holder who has asked me to create a blog of my accounts as he takes me through this chastity journey. He lives a few hours away from me, unfortunately, so right now I'm waiting for my official lock and key to come in the mail. I'm not expecting it until Monday or so. In the meantime, I've had to go buy a lockbox:

I'll use the lockbox to keep the key to my chastity device out of reach. Only my Key Holder will know the combination to the lockbox, and he'll tell me the combination if he feels I should be let out. The combination to the lockbox will be changed each time I'm locked.

He also had me buy some new undies:

I'm not too excited about them--I'm normally a boxers or boxer-briefs guy--but I suppose they'll make things a little more comfortable with my chastity device.

So currently I'm doing a test run in my CB6000s to make sure that everything will be comfy for me when I turn the keys over to my Key Holder. My last orgasm was near the end of Wednesday, 12/29/10. I locked myself yesterday afternoon (Thursday). Most of the day was okay, but after a few hours I started feeling a little uncomfortable so I changed the A-ring to a different size. Last night was my first night trying to sleep in it, and I have to admit that it was pretty rough. I woke up several times throughout the night and eventually--around 5 am--couldn't take the strain on my balls anymore. I unlocked myself and finished sleeping--no orgasm. After some thought, I think the problem is that I needed a slightly larger spacer in order for me to have enough room for nighttime erections. As soon as I woke up this morning, I re-locked myself with a larger spacer. I'm hoping that I can make it through the night this time without too much discomfort.

If you're interested in this chastity journey, feel free to leave a comment and to follow my blog! I'll try to be very diligent about keep a steady stream of updates about all that's happening. Until next time...